today after school went o compass ....
today went to scvhool as normal...
girl;
hahas went town today!
hello people! my last few post was realli emo..
i seriously dunno wad to do about u!
u say u like me as a fren but the way u treat me is like nth...
current feeling...
hello.... shall post something because jamie asked me to post!!! hahas
well today did not realli do anything la....
so sad la.... first day of my sec life cant go school... gosh!!!
well when we was like standing in burger king...
saw ching linsin they all was like o my...
i felt damn ps because i sms wrong person!! hhas
so funni la in a way? hahas
sorri toking nonsense...
okok then whenwe going off... bernice call me... then i look at her and she also look at me but dunno y we still there toking to her on the phone... so funni la...
ok so we decided to follow bernice lor... hahas she was with cindy! she is nice la i think but she never tok one... sad sad
well went home then got nth to do... then jamie called...
she was like u know after u go back... it suddenly be so fun...
so mean rite?
like saying it is fun when i am not there! sad me...
pity me people!
hahas
gosh i am acting so retarded this few days la... hahas but it is funni la... hahas....
well got lots of things happened today! o my!
hope things will be better for everyone!
feeling to useless...
like already know my fren is like troublibng still cannot do anything... so sad la...
realli sorri k?
love u guys!
♥ Monday, January 28, 2008
well went to school at first was happi until the stupid mrs lee came to class and scold us!
because miss lee went to complain about our class...
then when we scolding miss lee look so guilty...
we was like guilty for wad? already complain rite?
she is so irritating la... wanna scold just scold those that did wrong la... scold the whole class for?
stupid can...
♥ Sunday, January 27, 2008
u wanna break our frenship then come and say la...
dun need to hide ok?
wanna have funs then do the normal way... be urself u cannot force people to be nice to u all the time alrite?
u wanna fight come out and fight
u think u are so pretty?
gosh hell no alrite?
u wanna break our frenship?
i will tell u something...
it is not that easy ok?
u think u veri good at breaking people's frenship?
uh huh... funni... my ass uh...
u think u veri big? uh huh...
u are just a fly in my eyes ...
maybe not onli i think u suck.. people around hate u too!
u wanna be sharan's good fren? go on no one is stoping u...
but if u wanna break me and jamie's frenship?
dream on... dun live in ur dreams anymore la... wake up and face the fact alrite?
no point living in ur mind...
this is reality not in ur dreams girl!
jamie;
sorri for not finding u to tok to when i am sad...
well is just that it is something about u too... i cant go find u and say rite?
u know that i am those kind that will not tell that person how i feel about that person rite?
realli sorri if u feel neglected or something ....
i know that i was suppose to find u but i just cant...
and seriously i dun feel as close to u as for last time already... hope u understand and do something about it...
either push me away or hold on... it is ur decision...
♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008
bought stuff! hahas woo hoo!
well ask alot of people stupid questions... as in people i know duhh...
hahas so funni la... well i am like so bored... today did not tok to jamie much.. sad sad.. wanna tok to her.. realli miss those days when we tok like everyday! and we was so damn close...
jamie u got to know that i dun feel that i am ur bestie anymore...
maybe because u made new frens and like became close to them!
anyway pls tell me if change or something alrite? i realli wanna know...
love u always!
♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008
well sorri about that i was seriously emo ... hahas
now i am retarted! as wad the asshole ongshu say!
yao yao is so cute can!! o my
chill people i am not a les!
well people it is getting irritating when evryone is like
jomelle all ur fault la...
just because people got hand foot mouth disease?!?
gosh people can stop being to irritating?
wan to be irritating then dun come irritate me... irriate hmm let me think...
someone u all like alot.... joanne ng!
wan irritate go irritate her... hahas jkjk
well seirously bored now.... currently toking to jamie and joanne eng
o my i seriously got like nth to tok about... hahas
okok shall end here! bb people
ilya!
♥ Sunday, January 13, 2008
i dun wan u to hurt me
but is like everyone that i tell things to about u ask me to hate u
but then i dun wan to hurt u in any way
i dun wan u to pretend to like me because of things i do...
i dun wan a pretend feeling and i wan a real one!
but then how am i suppose to know how u feel?
y am i so emo about u?
jamie u are realli a good fren
u will always be there for me and always help me when i am trouble
but just wanna know something y will u do things to the person that hurt me?
i am not worth that kind of thing u know?
♥
is like some girl u know but not some girl u like as a fren
i dun wan that!
i dun like the feeling of fakeness!
i hate that kind of feeling!
can u pls pls i begg u dun give me that kind of feelings?
if u dun like me then just say!
although i know that it will hurt me realli bad but still if u dun say it hurt me more!
i know that u have many frens there but do u think i have?
well u might think i do but tell u something the truth is that i dun ok?
y must u hurt me so badly?
y cant u just make me feel like someone i wanna be?
i feel like hating u but i just cant
people always hurt me well that i dun care but u cant!
u just cant
u cant hurt me like that!
i wish i can just hate u and forget that u are my fren or even someone i know
i wish that i did not even knew u
i wish that u did not even add me in friendster!
y? y did u add? y did amanda add u?
y did all this happened?
i might always look happi infront of people well thats because i dun wan people to know that i am a person that have lots of problems but a girl that is crazy and playful and laughing all the time
i know that i am not myself infront of everyone including jamie chong( sorri about that)
i guess jamie is the onli one that know me
she knows me but then i always pretend i am not emo infornt of her but she will somehow know that i am
i guess that is call a real fren uh
i remember that day when i tell u i wanna forget u and that it realli hurts and have lots of problems liking u.
amanda also did tell u we told u almost the same thing but the reply was totally different alrites?
for amanda was does it realli hurts?
and for mine was ok then forget me
look at the difference
do u see the difference?
i guess u dun uh
u care for amanda for many other things but when i tell u things u like dun care like that...
do u know that it hurts when amanda told me those things and to compare it with myself?
i guess u dun too...
people ask me to hate u but i did not
i guess i should uh?
i seriously dunno
♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008
emo!!
gosh i have not been toking to u the pass few days i know that it is wad i requested
it was to forget u ... but i have come to realise that forgeting u is so hard
i guess i cant forget u after all...
y am i suffering here when u are laughing all the way with nathalie and her frens?
u are always laughing when i am sad
u are always playing when i am alone
u always have frens around when i am neglected by people around
i dun wan to be just a fren! i dun wan to be just someone u know that is living near u!
i dun wan to be just a normal girl in ur eyes!
i wan to be a good fren of urs!
♥ Sunday, January 6, 2008
well today got like nth?
hahas
i evryday also nth one la... onli like play play and more play?
hahas was at amk hub!
woo hoo?
is more like boo!!! because i always go there la.... so boring!!! o my
i wish i can go school tomorrow!!!
o my i am so bored at home people help me!!
jamie i wanna go school la...
gosh how can like that so sad la... must help me u know? o my hahas
okok
shall not post aymore nonsense ... so bb people...
will love u always
♥ Saturday, January 5, 2008
o my so bored can
i wanna go back to school la but then i cant so sad...
people cry for me!! hahas
jkjk
gosh today jamie go her grandma house then now no one to tok to ..
so sad can
dunno wad time she going online... hope is now? hahas
but i dun think so it will happen la...
she always go there until like 11 plus
then forget about about me...
so sad rite?
♥ Wednesday, January 2, 2008
y must i be sick? haiz sad sad
cant meet jamie!!! arhh.... hahas.... freaking miss her!!!
wish i can be well tomorrow morning... then i can go school!!!
hmm must see first lor.... wish i can la...
people must pray for me!!! hahas
so bored at home can got like nth to do la.... use com awhile then dun feel like using...
feel damn irritated with everything!! hahas
dunno y also la....
so people dun come and make me irritated...
well got nth else to write so bb...
remember to pray for me!!! hahas