melle(:

2008-07-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

hey girl if u wanna say something about me
come up to me face alright?
there is no good bitching about me and all! it will eventually come to my ears!
so y dun just come and tell me
do u think u are perfect? no!
well realli disappointed in u two!
the onli reason i was pretending to me ok with u is cause of pooja!
i did not want her to feel sad or in a difficult spot!
but now i guess i choose to wrong thing to do huh.

2008-07-11T05:56:00.000-07:00

well i am going to hk this week!
on this sunday! hahas
so excited la.
but the onli thing is that i will miss my frens!):
how i wish pooja can come with me la! so sad
hmm well pooja love u always k?
hmm i am damn proud of myself.
i think i got over isaac alr! hahas
so cool la! hmm well at least i dun like him now?
i am damn happi now! hahas
hmm meeting ching tomorrow in northpoint
she lending me her pullover! she is so nice la.
hahas love her! hahas

2008-07-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

today went for choir! and its youth day!
amanda wanted to come but then jie dun let
so sad la! hmm i can like memories most of songs!
but i just cant remember lift hine eys! so sad! hahas
hmm will after that went with alethea to make her atm card!
i so wan i atm card can!
hmm sad i cant have it!

2008-07-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

today was the fun fair! hahas
well saw sheryl and sarah there so followed them(:
hmm went to see jake and then find kim(:
well i made frens? hahas
but ya well went to the haunted house. so freaking scary!
i cried! ahhhh
well thanks to sheryl,kim,sheryl,iggy and jake i stoped crying.
damnn freaky k?
well after that saw sok kuang, bernice, valerie and amanda.
hahas sok kuang gave me a shock again!
hahas i was like looking at how to play the game thingy
then she suddenly shout my name!
worst thing ever is that its right after i finish crying! hahas
hmm then went shopping at marina square!
hahas! damn cool la, i bought lots of nice clothes! hahas so nice lor
thats all for today(:

2008-05-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

today was seriously boring!
i wanna talk about the matter with jamie but i dun dare to call her
i dunno what to u
anyway thanks to sok and bernice i have the courage to face everything!
but i feel like jamie is running away from it.
dunno if its true not!
help! i guess i should listen to what sok and bernice say
they are realli nice people
and rachel dun be so paranoid( dunno how to spell)
i dun like sok or anything we are just frens!

2008-05-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

rachel;
sorri but i cant do what u wanna me to do.
i willnever lose a friend because of u.
u dun appreciate things that i did for u.
well idc now. anyway,
i am still going to talk to sok kuang cause seriously i agree with what____say
udun have the rights to control peopleitalk to
seriously even my mum dun have the rights to.
if ur clique still wanna bitch about me?
idc alr. cause i cant do anything.

2008-05-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

well things happened to me on friday.
well i got to say somethings to some people now.

desiree;
i know i am not pretty or anything
well actually i dun blame u.
anyway dun need to say sorri.

geraldine;
thanks for standing up for me.
thanks for helpingme scold them although i did not want u to do so
thanks for caring for me. i appreciate it

pooja;
thanks for being there for me.
well i tot of just ignoring it i guess?
love u so much!

2008-04-21T01:29:00.000-07:00

today had chinese first,
the class was like damn noisy?
hahas the chinese teacher like scold the whole class.
he is like damn ass la!
he gave us this worksheet and read the passage together with us... hahas
i was not listening! its so boring....
after that was PE hahas was quite fun la.
but dunno what happened to ongshu suddenly come scold us
say wad wanna play then play properly la.
so wad la she. also not say what we having match
can just play for fun rite? tsk tsk
well is was history,
pooja keep saying i like ching! wth la!
hahas but nvm i know she was jk so idc!
hmm was recess and then eng! so boring la... almost slept! hahas...
went for pysics afetr eng!
mrs thiru did not come today! hahas then had test!
omg i think i fail la! hahas but its just trail paper so idc la!
pooja damn funni la... she was like smsing me when she is like beside me? wth can
hahas... thats what i like about her the funniness( is there even this word?) hahas
hmm had maths also have the trail paper thing! so boring
hahas did half way then sleep hehe!
pooja sms me again! and she is also beside me! hahas.
hahas after that went home! hahas
i gtg alr... bye(:

2008-04-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

today had pysics first.
was fun! hahas next was
RE but then dunno y have to go for the cme thingy!
hahas but then mrs freeman can come to class.
she asked us to do some work but then whole class was like shouting.
and all... damn fun la... then sheena keeps lieing say mrs freeman was coming
then everyone was like running back to their sits! hahas
well the same o things happen to me. after school went to compass
and well went home! hahas
watched movies! so nice la! omg...
so irritating! tomorrow got 2.4... ):
well i gtg alr... bye(:

2008-04-06T02:46:00.000-07:00

having you in my life is like a fairy tale to me.

i always hope to have a fren so close to me,

and u are the one that made it happen.

but i know that once i get into a fairy tale,

i have to come out.

this is the time i leave this beautiful fairy tale

and make it into a great memory of mine.

i know that it does not matter to u anymore

as it alr is away from ur life and not affecting u anymore

u did things that i never knew u will do

but all i have to do is forgive and forget.

it is not that easy as what i say but i have to do it

i dunno what did i do but i think to rachel is that i steal her fren.

i dunno what did i do to u all.

is this is going to be the end of the fairytale or will it contiune?

i hope it contiunes but i dun think it will happen

i dunno y but u all wanna bitch about me

and it is affecting pooja and i so dun wan that to happen

as i dun wan pooja to be so affected by this things

that is actually affecting onli me and not her

but i guess thats what frenship is.

2008-03-29T05:21:00.000-07:00

today did not realli do much things
stayed at home do alots of homework and revision.
at about 3? i think... we went to pick my mum.
went to school for ac! hahas met jamie rachel and amanda at the gate.
rachel suddenly tok to me scare me la.
i tot she was still angry but dunno y suddenly tok...
weird!like when people is angry with someone they will like not tok to that person rite?
hahas. they dun dare to go in because at first the teacher told them that they cannot go in...
but then later i asked them to folo me in...
went in and well sat for the performance... its nice! hahas
hmm then smsed people... haha
well during the performance thingy...
rachel and jamie acted like nth happened before!
omg it is weird can... veri scary...
when rachel tok to me... i got shocked la...
like she was angry with me just yesterday? then she suddenly ok with me again?
i mean its not like her...
nvm since she wanna be frens again?
ok its fine with me.. i will be frens with her too!
hahas i love everyone...
wait exept _____( people that know me should be able to know who is that hahas)

2008-02-22T04:05:00.000-08:00

desiree han;
u wanna ne jamie's good fren rite?
ok fine i give in to u la....
when u wanna tok to jamie come then i just walk away la!
since u are such an asshole that wanna take people's fren away?
thats so retarded can... so lame la
loser!
forget it.... i am damn fucking pissed with u!
people say u irritated with me rite?
then fuck off la.... u veri cool iszit....
u are like a piece of shit!
u think u veri veri pretty?
my ass la!

2008-02-06T06:58:00.001-08:00

hello!
bernice is so good la....
gosh she like listens to me whenever i need help!
hahas
hmm was at compass with amanda then saw LS they all
so funni la...
we like stalking them like that la... we go where then will like see them la... so stress!!!!
hahas...got one of the times we was like walking to 77th street then they was there... so was like hiding in bata...
guess what they walk across bata ... then i wa slike standing there.... then when Ls saw me i quickly ran and hide! so funni la...
then another time LS was in montip( i dunno how to spell la)
amanda shouted LS then i did not know so jus stop there... then LS look back! o my la... scary sia...
then we and amanda run away! haha took some pics then qianhui came so went to eat at kfc with her! after eating.... then walked back to school and go home! so tired la... o my... hahas

2008-02-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

here are some poems i like!!!

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.

The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

here is a poem for jamie!!!

You're never alone,
I'm always near,
When your troubled,
down or blue.

All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone,
I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

2008-01-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

today after school went o compass ....
well when we was like standing in burger king...
saw ching linsin they all was like o my...
i felt damn ps because i sms wrong person!! hhas
so funni la in a way? hahas
sorri toking nonsense...
okok then whenwe going off... bernice call me... then i look at her and she also look at me but dunno y we still there toking to her on the phone... so funni la...
ok so we decided to follow bernice lor... hahas she was with cindy! she is nice la i think but she never tok one... sad sad
well went home then got nth to do... then jamie called...
she was like u know after u go back... it suddenly be so fun...
so mean rite?
like saying it is fun when i am not there! sad me...
pity me people!
hahas
gosh i am acting so retarded this few days la... hahas but it is funni la... hahas....
well got lots of things happened today! o my!
hope things will be better for everyone!
feeling to useless...
like already know my fren is like troublibng still cannot do anything... so sad la...
realli sorri k?
love u guys!

2008-01-28T05:27:00.000-08:00

today went to scvhool as normal...
well went to school at first was happi until the stupid mrs lee came to class and scold us!
because miss lee went to complain about our class...
then when we scolding miss lee look so guilty...
we was like guilty for wad? already complain rite?
she is so irritating la... wanna scold just scold those that did wrong la... scold the whole class for?
stupid can...

2008-01-27T04:20:00.000-08:00

girl;
u wanna break our frenship then come and say la...
dun need to hide ok?
wanna have funs then do the normal way... be urself u cannot force people to be nice to u all the time alrite?
u wanna fight come out and fight
u think u are so pretty?
gosh hell no alrite?
u wanna break our frenship?
i will tell u something...
it is not that easy ok?
u think u veri good at breaking people's frenship?
uh huh... funni... my ass uh...
u think u veri big? uh huh...
u are just a fly in my eyes ...
maybe not onli i think u suck.. people around hate u too!
u wanna be sharan's good fren? go on no one is stoping u...
but if u wanna break me and jamie's frenship?
dream on... dun live in ur dreams anymore la... wake up and face the fact alrite?
no point living in ur mind...
this is reality not in ur dreams girl!

jamie;
sorri for not finding u to tok to when i am sad...
well is just that it is something about u too... i cant go find u and say rite?
u know that i am those kind that will not tell that person how i feel about that person rite?
realli sorri if u feel neglected or something ....
i know that i was suppose to find u but i just cant...
and seriously i dun feel as close to u as for last time already... hope u understand and do something about it...
either push me away or hold on... it is ur decision...

2008-01-26T07:24:00.000-08:00

hahas went town today!
bought stuff! hahas woo hoo!
well ask alot of people stupid questions... as in people i know duhh...
hahas so funni la... well i am like so bored... today did not tok to jamie much.. sad sad.. wanna tok to her.. realli miss those days when we tok like everyday! and we was so damn close...
jamie u got to know that i dun feel that i am ur bestie anymore...
maybe because u made new frens and like became close to them!
anyway pls tell me if change or something alrite? i realli wanna know...
love u always!

2008-01-22T06:18:00.000-08:00

hello people! my last few post was realli emo..
well sorri about that i was seriously emo ... hahas
now i am retarted! as wad the asshole ongshu say!
yao yao is so cute can!! o my
chill people i am not a les!
well people it is getting irritating when evryone is like
jomelle all ur fault la...
just because people got hand foot mouth disease?!?
gosh people can stop being to irritating?
wan to be irritating then dun come irritate me... irriate hmm let me think...
someone u all like alot.... joanne ng!
wan irritate go irritate her... hahas jkjk
well seirously bored now.... currently toking to jamie and joanne eng
o my i seriously got like nth to tok about... hahas
okok shall end here! bb people
ilya!

2008-01-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

i seriously dunno wad to do about u!
i dun wan u to hurt me
but is like everyone that i tell things to about u ask me to hate u
but then i dun wan to hurt u in any way
i dun wan u to pretend to like me because of things i do...
i dun wan a pretend feeling and i wan a real one!
but then how am i suppose to know how u feel?
y am i so emo about u?

jamie u are realli a good fren
u will always be there for me and always help me when i am trouble
but just wanna know something y will u do things to the person that hurt me?
i am not worth that kind of thing u know?

2008-01-13T00:12:00.000-08:00

u say u like me as a fren but the way u treat me is like nth...
is like some girl u know but not some girl u like as a fren
i dun wan that!
i dun like the feeling of fakeness!
i hate that kind of feeling!
can u pls pls i begg u dun give me that kind of feelings?
if u dun like me then just say!
although i know that it will hurt me realli bad but still if u dun say it hurt me more!
i know that u have many frens there but do u think i have?
well u might think i do but tell u something the truth is that i dun ok?
y must u hurt me so badly?
y cant u just make me feel like someone i wanna be?
i feel like hating u but i just cant
people always hurt me well that i dun care but u cant!
u just cant
u cant hurt me like that!
i wish i can just hate u and forget that u are my fren or even someone i know
i wish that i did not even knew u
i wish that u did not even add me in friendster!
y? y did u add? y did amanda add u?
y did all this happened?
i might always look happi infront of people well thats because i dun wan people to know that i am a person that have lots of problems but a girl that is crazy and playful and laughing all the time
i know that i am not myself infront of everyone including jamie chong( sorri about that)
i guess jamie is the onli one that know me
she knows me but then i always pretend i am not emo infornt of her but she will somehow know that i am
i guess that is call a real fren uh
i remember that day when i tell u i wanna forget u and that it realli hurts and have lots of problems liking u.
amanda also did tell u we told u almost the same thing but the reply was totally different alrites?
for amanda was does it realli hurts?
and for mine was ok then forget me
look at the difference
do u see the difference?
i guess u dun uh
u care for amanda for many other things but when i tell u things u like dun care like that...
do u know that it hurts when amanda told me those things and to compare it with myself?
i guess u dun too...
people ask me to hate u but i did not
i guess i should uh?
i seriously dunno

2008-01-12T01:14:00.000-08:00

current feeling...
emo!!
gosh i have not been toking to u the pass few days i know that it is wad i requested
it was to forget u ... but i have come to realise that forgeting u is so hard
i guess i cant forget u after all...
y am i suffering here when u are laughing all the way with nathalie and her frens?
u are always laughing when i am sad
u are always playing when i am alone
u always have frens around when i am neglected by people around
i dun wan to be just a fren! i dun wan to be just someone u know that is living near u!
i dun wan to be just a normal girl in ur eyes!
i wan to be a good fren of urs!

2008-01-06T06:33:00.000-08:00

hello.... shall post something because jamie asked me to post!!! hahas
well today got like nth?
hahas
i evryday also nth one la... onli like play play and more play?
hahas was at amk hub!
woo hoo?
is more like boo!!! because i always go there la.... so boring!!! o my
i wish i can go school tomorrow!!!
o my i am so bored at home people help me!!
jamie i wanna go school la...
gosh how can like that so sad la... must help me u know? o my hahas
okok
shall not post aymore nonsense ... so bb people...
will love u always

2008-01-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

well today did not realli do anything la....
o my so bored can
i wanna go back to school la but then i cant so sad...
people cry for me!! hahas
jkjk
gosh today jamie go her grandma house then now no one to tok to ..
so sad can
dunno wad time she going online... hope is now? hahas
but i dun think so it will happen la...
she always go there until like 11 plus
then forget about about me...
so sad rite?

2008-01-02T01:02:00.000-08:00

so sad la.... first day of my sec life cant go school... gosh!!!
y must i be sick? haiz sad sad
cant meet jamie!!! arhh.... hahas.... freaking miss her!!!
wish i can be well tomorrow morning... then i can go school!!!
hmm must see first lor.... wish i can la...
people must pray for me!!! hahas
so bored at home can got like nth to do la.... use com awhile then dun feel like using...
feel damn irritated with everything!! hahas
dunno y also la....
so people dun come and make me irritated...
well got nth else to write so bb...
remember to pray for me!!! hahas

2007-12-31T08:45:00.000-08:00

hello people!!!
happi new year!!
woo hoo i love u jamie and amanda!!!
gosh i am so not a pre teen anymore... i am a teen!!! woo hoo finally man...
gosh so damn happi!!!
ahhhh hahas going mad.... so good la darrence can go to te countdown at vivo!!
i wanna go never ask me to go so sad la...but nvm
i dun realli care also.... hahas
i am quite retarted now... anf i got nth to post already...
bb have a nice new year!!1

2007-12-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

jamie;
i scared that there will be quarrels between u and me!!!
i dun wan later our frenship break... i am scared ok?
seriously scared la...
i can quarrel with anyone else but u...
dun wanna lose a fren like u
well hope that nth will happen to us ok?
anyway have a nice new year!! it is going to be a realli good year i guess...
i love you!!!

2007-12-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

hello people!!!
hmm today have realli lots of fun !!! hahas...
i am hell retarted now...
hmm.... well in the morning my sis frens came got like 5 girls and 2 guys?
wierd can... dun care la but at first the two guys was like so quiet!!!gosh
tot they were so anti but then later in the day they was so noisy!!!
hahas.... but then realli funni ... play pool and all and also swim?
hmm waited for amanda so long!!! gosh hell long can
after dinner went to swimm with amanda was fun until xinyin come irritated us!!!
she is so irritating!!!wanna kill her.... but well i did not
then later the two boy came to swim too...
they came to disturb me and amanda then play together lor... ahhas
hell fun can
they are hell funni alrite?
hmm then got one of the guy kicked amanda's _____
well i think there is nth left... woo hoo
hmm anway merry belated christmas!!!

2007-12-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

hmm today arh?
got not realli alot leh...
but nvm got nth to do!!! hahas
well today wake up eat then swim swim and more swim!!!! hahas
got nth to do and amanda keep wanting to swimm...
oo... it is so fun!!!
woo hoo....
gosh i am being retarted hahas...
sad sad i am so so bored... hahas...
o ya something official!!!!
daryl gan likes amanda....
aww...
so sweet...
hahas... amanda dun angry ok?
i am seriously bored so wrote that... so ya...
ok i am realli toking crap now...
ok nvm it is fun typing... woo hoo?

NATHALIE GAN suck!!! hahas
jkjk... dun wanna offend people....

2007-12-14T06:11:00.000-08:00

isaac koh;
can i not like u?
can i not know u in the first place?
y are u so nice in the starting but then so not nice now?
do u know that it hurts knowing u?
as wad jamie said it is useless and worthless losing my tears for u!!!
u dun even care about how i feel ....
u dun look like u even like me as a fren!!! gosh that hurts ok?
liking u realli realli hurts.... alot !!!1
i hate being hurt this way..
u are a guy that i like and also a guy that i hate...
i like u the most but at the same time hate u the most!!!
gosh y do i even liked u in the first place?
i know that i am not that close to u but hello.... i am still a human ok?
i am also a girl that need to be cared about ok?
i wanna hate u but i dunno how to....

2007-12-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

woo hoo today jamie and amanda came and like jamie was LATE?!? hahas
so met them at like mac... with my sis?
kind of extra hahas... jkjk
then there is like this wierd lady that is like doing irritating stuff that is irritating and funni?
hmm we like laughed and laugh....wierd but nvm
came back and went to games room...
wait before that we went to isaac house to take the pump for amanda's ball
went to the games room to pump the air but then something happened...
the needle like got stucked in the ball... hahas so funni la...
then we played table soccer and o my jamie like keep on hitting backwards!!!
so well the score was obviously low rite?
and then we like toked about stuff.... funni stuff....
anyway played pool with jamie... i won!!!
hahas so happi!!! we went gym and then basketball... fun u know?
went swimming.... got some time to like tok to jamie about things....
gosh later jamie went home sad sad... then saw daryl and isaac when i was like walking back home....
then daryl ask me to call amanda.... then i say she is upstairs...
then he was like ask her to come down la..
then i say she dun wanna come down... then that isaac is like laughing la...
wierd person but then dun care la..
then we like went to the second swimming pool for fun?
then saw them again
the at night went there to swim well i did not swim but then my sis and amanda did...
then the hot guy name mike toked to us!!! hahas he is so funni la...
was like laughing...
okok dun wanna type liao.... amanda will like kill me!!! hahas.... actually she will not...nvm la..
okok...
bb

2007-12-12T04:21:00.000-08:00

today stayed at home... so boring la...
gosh got like nth to do!!! ahhh
then got sms from april she wanna tok to me!!!!
so scared she tok about brandon la...
veri scary la...
hmm but she ask me wad did i tell brandon that made me like another girl
was toking to jamie on the phone so told her that she and amanda helped me...
veri happi that he like someone else...
anyway later in the day packed my clothes to go taiwan!!! hmm who wan present must tell me k?
i dun think anyone will read my blog cause it is so boring... hahas...
then now toking to jamie and amanda online.... gosh dunno wad to say liao...

isaac;
i dunno if wad u say is real but i dun see wad must u lie about!!!

amanda;
r u seriously over isaac?
are u seriously going to forget him?
well no matter wad is the decision tell me k?

jamie;
i am not noisy!!!
stop saying i am!!! hahas

2007-12-10T01:29:00.000-08:00

jamie;
sorri i am not good at cheering people up... realli sorri...
well dun be so sad over that jerk ok?
he dun worth ur tears....
it is his lost to not know how to teasure u it is not ur lost to lose him
he is dumb. he is stupid. he is crazy!!!
and if there are things that u need to tell someone but got no one to tok to.... can come find me
i am always free...
ily jamie...

2007-12-08T04:16:00.000-08:00

ehs;
can u all tell me wads going on?
gosh y so many things happen?
gosh wads happening y so many people like keep quarreling these few day?

hmm today was like at home the whole day!!!
so boring and isaac u lied....
u said u will reply but then when i sms u u also never
hahas sorri being reatrted...
hmm are u people still coming? can u all come pls.... dun like that la...

amanda;
dun because of isaac then u dun come leh....
come leh.... dun like that can pls

sorri arh i dunno wad to post... so post nonsense...

2007-12-07T20:52:00.000-08:00

today went to take my passport...
take so long to become my turn can.... so boring la.... hahas
while waiting for my turn jerald sms me.... so toked to him for awhile... hahas
after that went to bugis junction... got lots of nice things there but then mum dun let me buy... sad sad
well t=after that i went to bugis street veri veri crowded alrite?
so many bengs and lians la...
then went to find for a skinny jeans!!
hahas.... then walked around in bugis junction got bored so went home but did not know that it was already like 5 plus.... hahas... came home and watched mtv
then saw daryl and nathalie walking home.... hahas
aiya got nth to do and nth to say liao la.... okok bb people
i will love u!!

amanda;
i think u should already expected that he might not like u rite?
well is not that i wanna bring u down or something but then i mean it is the fact that u have to face...
i faced it too but well it is hard to forget him (i know that)
but it well be easier for u then for me rite?
i will like see him everyday... u think i can forget?
well seriously if u need someone to tok to about him or something... i can and will always be there for u alrite?
i love u girl!!! be happi always...

2007-12-06T22:30:00.000-08:00

today i did not realli do much stuff onli slacking at home...
i was like so bored hmm so i just watch tv lor...
then about 6 like that jamie chong sms me!!!!
she is back!!!
i so miss u can jamie...
well toked to her on the phone for a while then my sis came to call me to go ride bike...
so we went out with our bikes!!1 hahas was fun alrite?
when we went to the swing there i saw my neighbour.... hahas
did not know that she aldo folo us hahas... funni leh
then played there for awhile... hmm went home like at 7 something?
when we reach home we ate then i toked to jamie amanda and desiree on the phone...
while toking to them i walked to the second swimming pool...
saw nathalie there.... hmm then amanda say she wanna tok to nathalie so i called nathalie and ask her to ans the phone lor...
then i think they toked about the read the sms thing... hmm she dun look angry with me though
then after we put down the phone... then i asked jamie and amanda to call again... hahas
tok awhile then amanda say gtg liao so i toked to jamie alone lor...
hahas... then later got sms from isaac ... he ask me to go to the swimming pool...
so i went lor then daryl toked to me ... hahas he was the one that wanted to find me
then the conversation was;
daryl: oi tell amanda that if she wanna tok to nathalie ask her face to face tok la...
melle: orh ok
daryl:is not i wanna find trouble but then .... ya
melle: okok
daryl: tell amanda that tok on the phone cannot solve anything one ... if wan then face to face tok
melle: ok
daryl:tell her that if wan to make peace then make peace face to face tok if cannot then fight....
melle: uh huh
nathalie: sorri arh my bro abit crazy one...
melle: i know that hahas
melle(shouted): fighting cannot solve anything alrites?

hahas stupid thin but then dun care la....
i got nth else to say liao la.... hahas bb

2007-12-05T12:58:00.000-08:00

huimin;
although we are not as close as last time
but u cared about me!!! thx alot
girl thx for caring about me and isaac... thx alot
altough we had many things that happened but remember this i will always remember u as a fren alrite?
must remember me too!! hahas
ily and imy!!

2007-12-04T22:51:00.000-08:00

JAMIE CHONG;
i wish that u were here!!! i wanna tok to someone!!!
how i wish that i can have someone to tok to about things.... haix

2007-12-04T22:48:00.000-08:00

isaac koh;
can i not like u?
it seriously hurts alrite?
can i just forget u? but i seriously dunno how!!1
y did i even liked u in the first place? IDK!!!
well the feeling suck alrite?
firstly;
u are also my good fren's crush
secondly;
wad happened just now i feel so guilty alrite?
is this good or bad? is this love? if it is i dun wanna like anyone else!!!
i know u will never ever like me i also wanna foget u but i dunno how to!

2007-12-03T16:28:00.000-08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2007-11-30T07:16:00.000-08:00

y am i suffering inside when i chose to give up so that u two can be together?
y am i suffering inside when i see u two tok happily?
i chose this way to let my fren be happi but may i know iszit the rite way to do things?
all my other frens say that i should just go for him and dun give up but i dun wanna my fren to be sad
was i suppose to not give up orto give up?
if i give up i will be hurting myself and that i will be letting my fren be happier
if i dun give up i am afraid that our frenship will break!!! was i suppose to let it break because of love?
i dun wan that to happen to us ...
i dun wanna lose any frens!!!
i dun wanna like him!!!
y must i like u? Y?!?!?!

isaac;
waiting for u is like waiting for peace in this world...
waiting for u is like waiting for rain storms in areas in this world that is going through drought
hopeless and hurting..
i hate that i like u
i dun wan to like u!!! it seriouly hurts...ALOT

2007-11-29T23:23:00.000-08:00

huimin;
seriously i dun wish to quarrel with u anymore ...
quarreling with people is tiring...
sorri for telling shawn that he has a bad taste
i was pissed off with u alrite...
sorri about that ...
i knew that u all dun like amanda but then seriously i treat u all better then i treat her alrite...
if wanna contiune to hate me i cant say anything.. well i was not the one that wanna this frenship to break it was u not me... i wanted it to be ok but then u keep saying us... i am ok if u wanna say me but jamie?
i am so not going to let u do that
wadever i say about u is angry word...

2007-11-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

huimin;
if u seriously wan this frenship to break have it ur way ok?
and pls la dun get the facts wrong ok? wanna scold then get the facts rite first can
cant believe i treated u as a good fren?
we did not do anything to u but then u treat us like that
for god sake u are just a loser
o forget to tell u something... u drop something...
u wanna know what ? i can tell u that it is ur face girl...
cant believe that i actually made frens with u and cant believe that i actually liked u as a fren!!!
u wan people to call jamie a betrayer?
i will never let u do that to my dearest fren girl
remember this u are the scariest thing a person can imagine alrite...

peegeok;
girl u got to get a life ok? stop posing people can
firstly;
u followed huimin...
secondly;
u followed jamie
and rite u are the pettiest person i have ever met.
u always say that i am veri secretive wad about u huh?
u think that u are not? heh funni man that is the funniest joke a person had ever tell me girl
gosh it is so embarassing to go out with u can...
everyone is like looking at u? the clip that u put on ur hair is so damn wierd la...
i know that u have many frens but can tell u something many people hate u too....
people that u know and people that u dun ....
think about it urself ok?
u dun like me and think i like huimin ..... say la i scared arhh..
wanna pass i like someone that i dun? pass i dun realli actually care as it does not affect me at all
u are just wasting time...

2007-11-28T07:34:00.000-08:00

wads wrong with u people? y cant u all just be frens?
just chill and dun look at people bad points ...
y cant u two just be frens ... wad am i suppose to do?
i wanna be frens with u amanda but then wad about huimin?
i dun wanna lose any frens!!1 but can i do anything no rite?
wads wrong with me being frens with amanda and huimin but then u two can just hate each other u know...

today i cried like two times? but i guess u are not there for me u always say tat if i need someone i can find u but then now i wanna someone to tok to someone!!! but i guess i cant tok to u about it.... who am i suppose to find? someone out of this thing!!! it suck man!!!

2007-11-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

HELLOS[[:
JAMIE HERE!hahas i'm currently at melle's house.
i'm posting in her blog wahahaha.just playing a fool.it's fun[[:
well,now talking to huimin on msn.
I'M BORED!
i'm staying over.plus i wanna play her boardgames!
she dont let me play.that's why i'm using the comp now.]]]:
pity me ppl,pity me.[[:
i got abused by amanda too.i'm treating melle's blog like my blog.
hahas.CAUSE I'M BORED MAHHS.
whatever.but i still prefer anything.
BYE!i'm being abuse today ]]]:

2007-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

hey bitch if u wanna break people frenship come on break mine... but seriously dun break my fren's one can .... plus it is also not fun to break people frenship can

firstly;
u dun have the rites to do that
secondly;
y do u wanna break people frenship? u dun have frens arh... o wait u seriuosly dun
thirdly;
when u break people frenship and people knew about it, the person that u will be with as a fren well hate u even more...

u wanna have fren go find some frens that are also the same as u and i know that u wil not like it when ur frens do that to u rite?
how would u feel arh? i guess veri bad rite... u are a human i know and hello!!!! my frens are also humans ok? forgod sake did ur teacher even teach u? add living things got feelings one ok? i guess u dunno as u dun have feeling!!!
cold blooded creature...

2007-11-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

i am happi i dun get a chance to be with isaac... well although i am not realli happi but atleast amanda have a chance to be with him rite? shall show the conversation:

JOMELLE says:
i dun get a chance rite?
NATOL says:
honestly no you don't sorry if i sound mean

NATOL is isaac....
well i knew that the ans will be no.... but well nvm i dun realli mind i think... maybe wad i say is not wad i think but well cannot do anything rite? have to let my fren be happi... as wad people say think about others before urself... but y does that feel so wrong.... it is so hurting!!! but cant do anything....

isaac...
wish that u can make a good choice.and thx for giving me the ans that i expected u to give me and even if amanda is not ur choice it is ok.... be happi and make a good choice!!!

2007-11-20T22:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
AMANDA CHER HERE!
I LOVE BELINDA SOH JIA YI & I WONT DENY IT!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE HER TO BITS AND PIECES!
SHE ROCKS MY DAMN LIFE!
((:

2007-11-16T18:10:00.000-08:00

jamie huimin and peegeok do u think that we will still tok to each other next year? i so miss u all can!!! wish that we dun have to leave each other!!!!
haha yesterday went out with huimin shawn and august.... hmm watched brats!!!! so nice can and so sad too i cried watching the mivie... sad sad haha hmm well as i think about graduation and missed jamie so i cried... got nth esle to say but just...... i will miss u guys!!!!

2007-11-15T04:46:00.000-08:00

hello pepo;
i am so going to miss all my frens and teachers!!!! i will remeber u all.... i cant believe that 6 years past so fast i could like remember about things that happen to me and my frens all these years... i will that i can go back into time where there are peace between me and my frens... although we fought alot but then after that we realise that it is so stupid to quarrel and it made our frenship stronger and more sercure... i wish that we will never leave each other but i know that it is not possible...hmm today we cried like alot? huimin cried first then folo by me and jamie and then peegeok.... it is so sad!!! o my tomorrow is like that last day of school i so hate it can...haix cannot change reality time goes by and people changes... so i think we might now be able to contact each other that often as we will have another click in the school that we are going in.... sad sad

2007-11-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

peegeok
seriously u got to think about how people feel ok? the last time u was like upset as wad i heard was that u think that we veri secretive but then what about u? u huimin and jamie also veri secretive towards me ok? are u like happi when that happen? NO! rite? u always do that to me!!! u are not the onli one that have feelings ok? i am a human too ok?!? i have feelings too ok?!? and for god sake i so dun like a girl!!!

2007-11-11T05:21:00.000-08:00

hello(:
today went to my nephew's 1 mth celebration....so cute la.... cannot believe that i am an aunt ahhhhh getting older each days but nvm with my good girlfrens with me i am always happi!!! haha love u all lots.... should i tell him that i dun like him? i am realli scared what should i do???hmm well dun tok about the sad stuffs haha....i love u guys.... muacks haha got nth to say liao ..... hehe

2007-11-09T06:45:00.000-08:00

i love jamie!!!!! she rock like hell can.... she is the nicest person i have ever known la..... jamie i will like u forever!!!

today went to school like always and then was like pissed off with amanda cher!!!! she suck well i was just telling huimin wad qianhui said la ..... she is just dumb but nth else....i so hate her can ...
during the assembly jamie shouted YEWHUI LOVES JOMELLE, JOMELLE LOVES YEWHUI!!!! is like everyone was looking at us!!! so ps can then after awhile suddenly she say that i like shaoxuan walao is so fucking fake can!!! then after the assembly found out then yh and kj was outside of our school me and jamie got shocked!!! then i was like irritated thet they keep saying i like yewhui and shaoxuan then decided not to go the the court but then later jamie called me so i went lor.... sorri alethea for abandoning u.... realli sorri... afetr that dunno what happen yewhui was like emo veri scary la he look so fierce can what the hell la... after that i went home and i was in the same bus as the america guy and he was sitting beside me... so we toked and then she brought me home.... so good la.... o my he is so cute!!!!

people get things rite i dun like or love yewhui!!!

2007-11-04T03:57:00.000-08:00

huimin....
i dunno but i am realli afraid that u will be angrywith me
i dun wanna lose anymore frens but i have to tell u this
u look like the huimin that i knew last year but i dunno who are u now.... are u still that same?
where is the huimin that i knew? is she still around me? i seriously miss those days!!!

jamie.....
u are totally diferent people infront of huimin and infront of me la...well i dunno whats that for....and if this made u pissed sorri.....