u say u like me as a fren but the way u treat me is like nth...
is like some girl u know but not some girl u like as a fren
i dun wan that!
i dun like the feeling of fakeness!
i hate that kind of feeling!
can u pls pls i begg u dun give me that kind of feelings?
if u dun like me then just say!
although i know that it will hurt me realli bad but still if u dun say it hurt me more!
i know that u have many frens there but do u think i have?
well u might think i do but tell u something the truth is that i dun ok?
y must u hurt me so badly?
y cant u just make me feel like someone i wanna be?
i feel like hating u but i just cant
people always hurt me well that i dun care but u cant!
u just cant
u cant hurt me like that!
i wish i can just hate u and forget that u are my fren or even someone i know
i wish that i did not even knew u
i wish that u did not even add me in friendster!
y? y did u add? y did amanda add u?
y did all this happened?
i might always look happi infront of people well thats because i dun wan people to know that i am a person that have lots of problems but a girl that is crazy and playful and laughing all the time
i know that i am not myself infront of everyone including jamie chong( sorri about that)
i guess jamie is the onli one that know me
she knows me but then i always pretend i am not emo infornt of her but she will somehow know that i am
i guess that is call a real fren uh
i remember that day when i tell u i wanna forget u and that it realli hurts and have lots of problems liking u.
amanda also did tell u we told u almost the same thing but the reply was totally different alrites?
for amanda was does it realli hurts?
and for mine was ok then forget me
look at the difference
do u see the difference?
i guess u dun uh
u care for amanda for many other things but when i tell u things u like dun care like that...
do u know that it hurts when amanda told me those things and to compare it with myself?
i guess u dun too...
people ask me to hate u but i did not
i guess i should uh?
i seriously dunno